Me n Myself

I'm a Loser, I'm a Loser,
and I'm not what I appear to be.

Of all the love I have won or have lost.
There is one love I should never have crossed.
She was a girl in a million my friend,
I should have known she would win in the end.

I'm a Loser, I'm a Loser,   
and I lost someone who's near to me. 
I'm a Loser, I'm a Loser,   
and I'm not what I appear to be.

Although I act and I laugh like a clown,
beneath this mask I am wearing a frown.
My tears are falling like rain from the sky,
is it for her or myself that I cry?

I'm a Loser, I'm a Loser,       
and I lost someone who's near to me.
I'm a Loser, I'm a Loser,       
and I'm not what I appear to be.

What have I done to deserve such a fate?
I realise I have left it too late.
And so it's true pride comes before a fall,
I'm telling you so that you won't loose all.

I'm a Loser, I'm a Loser,       
and I lost someone who's near to me.
  I'm a Loser, I'm a Loser,       
and I'm not what I appear to be.

A Twisted State of Mind

As i watch this flock around me
Chaos is all that i can see,
Love and hate, seen it all
Blood and pain, felt it all,
Like a small ship in the sea
I float around as i bleed,
Never felt this way before
Smoke, sex, blood and gore,
As I lie beneath me
A cold shiver is all I can feel,
There's no friend, there's no foe
Everyone wants me to let go,
Everything i don't want to be
I'm turning into gradually,
People come with their dead smiles
But there's no-one who can walk miles,
All the love that i don't feel,
Is it fake? Or is it real?
Is it fake? Or is it real?